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When does a fetus become a baby?


 When it takes its first breath. Biology is a higher form of water. Simple H2O become animated with O. It is “I”.

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Religion, Bible, Can you handle the Truth? (Read My Description Below)


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The Catholic Church an her demons.


The first time I hear the word Catholic Church I was a small

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11 year old. I had had several God experiences already. It was 1965 This day I saw 2 Decorated Priest coming out of the side of the

Sacred Heart of Jesus Catholic Church – Indianapolis

OUR MISSION STATEMENT: We, the parishioners of Sacred Heart of Jesus Parish, commit to continue our Franciscan tradition since 1875. We pledge to provide time, energy, and financial resources to communicate. God’s message of love and mercy to each other and to our neighbors.                                                                               I thought I had finally being visited by god’s Angles.  My brother and I were kicking a can down the sidewalk when we discover God’s great house. These 2 Priest came out to invite us into the church to go bowling instead of making so much noise on the church parking lot. Now I had never been bowling, so we followed these 2 god-like men into the basement of the Church. When we got into the basement of Sacred Heart Catholic Church, We were asked to remove our Wholly Shoes. WE were told we could bowl in our socks. They had holes in them.  I was asked by one of the priests if I had had a medical exam lately. He then told me besides being a priest he was also a medical doctor. He removed the rest of my clothes.  From behind he put something up inside my ass hole. He felt me up all over.  He then rewarded me with a new soaks tee shirt and white underwear. I had not realized but my twin brother, a Miracle himself of gods to have even lived threw birth. We were born with a condition called T to T to T  syndrome. We would be separated at birth for 6-8 months or longer, he walked out also with a new soaks tee shirt and I guess underwear.  I was responsible for him. Even though he was my big brother. We went home never telling anyone about it. My evil stepmom never even asked us about the underwear clothes. Move forward in Time after believing this was gods work for me becoming a preteen prostitute from 11 to 18. Having serviced 15 or so Local Catholic Priest, I would find my Soul mate. Yes, you guessed it. She was Catholic. Belonging to   

St. Jude Parish

So, the testimony that a parish is genuinely founded upon Christ and His Gospel remains with its parishioners. They are who reveals “the face of God.” The warmth, openness, willingness to forgive, and generosity of giving, volunteering, and supporting those in need have shown me that StJude is truly founded on the principles of …                                                                                                                            We decided to marry. After 3 years. The priest that was there was not a Rapist client of our preteen and teen boys. But a charming man that was a dedicated servant of God.  But a few weeks before the wedding there was a change of priest. The new priest was Father Morley. He and his brother Bud were clients of Mine and others for years.  I would be abused by over 4500 men before I was 18 before I forced to flee and enter the army @18 after one of my clients and 2 housemates were murdered on n LaSalle street in 1971 In Indianapolis.  I had been with this man for 3 or 4 times when I told him about us teen boys being made to make child porn out off of Southeastern Ave without our OK.  I had to know the Idea that he was involved in Watergate history till later.  He decided to help us. I got him 3 Polaroid’s of this activity. He was murdered for these 3 photos. I had panicked and stole the picture back. I may have been the cause of this event. Bob Shots I recall was the convicted leader of the film and print child porn ring. He drove a Corvette of which he would let me drive his car on some occasions. I did not hang around, A still-unsolved case to this day. My twin, who was supposed to be my best man, refused to come to the wedding when I told him to my amazement the new deal and Father Morley.  His brother Bud was as well was a john. Now I was stuck getting married by my own molester, and I was alone with no one I could tell. 

  After we married for a few years we had 2 beautiful kids that were raised Catholic, and when to Catholic schools up threw high school. St Jude was there 1-8 school.                                                           Was I really Married?
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What Happen?


A simple remark by my wife to our visiting daughter opened up the Flood gates of Hell. About 6 weeks ago my daughter was visiting after moving off to Ca. The single statement has destroyed 34 years of marriage and cause me to decide t is time to go away.                                                                                               “ONCE YOU TRY BLACK YOU NEVER GO BACK.”                                                                                                                                 An being on the other side of betrayal. This was said to our single wonderful daughter 3 Times on the ride home after she had a drink at dinner. I was Knock almost unconscious as I drove home she had been drinking.  Then she followed up by Well At least that Emishia says. A Black 30 something woman at her new job of 2 years. Then after realizing what she said she started to backtrack. Knowing I had been o kidnapped and raped by a black man and almost murdered my whole family when I was 15 years old In Indianapolis. I was shaken to the core. Her place of work was all women until they hired a single Black-man 18 months ago. A man knew at his last job of 5 1/2 years as “TRICKSTER” named Philip. So I ask a simple question. Had she ever been alone with this Man? I found out she would ask him if she could ride alone with him alone in his car to various places. At last year’s Xmas party Which I was invited too, he would ask me If I mind if he road with my wife at work. They have company work vans. This is not what I OKed. I found out he had been in his car alone with her parked in different locations. with him alone in her car as well. I asked if they were Facebook friends she said no. Philip, I find out is on 6 social media site. Facebook and LinkedIn as only 2 I know of so far. Recently Yesterday I found out my wife has a Skype site that said when I tried to find and call MY WIFE,  That her line was busy then. to try later. There are possibilities I guess that on another person with the exact name and 4 digit code she uses has stolen her identity. She said our daughter had set it up last year but did not use it with her. My daughter said she never had used it with her. Using instead a google program.  I ask why I was uninvited to this year’s Xmas party and she said she decided would not have wanted to go. I asked if she ever Instant Message Philip. Yes, she said Maybe one or two times over a year and a half. She pulled up a single message with his man spelled with 2 ll instead of one as proof. Later that night I asked her how she found that single message and could she pull it up again. when she did I asked if I could see it. I reach for her cell and asked to see it. She went nuts. Said why am I spying on her. One single thing I asked her and now I am a spy. I would find A picture of her and him mooning each other in a group photo at the Xmas dinner I was not invited to. She has since erased all work pictures as she hides and guards all 3 of her phones. She explained away ever thing those things she could not explain she would attack me her loyal husband of 34 years. who has had to endure a Batting rate of less than 50 out of 1000 for sex over 34 years?  I look at or phone usage and founding 50 plus exchanges over the 18 months. A Their must have been other work picture other things I did not find I suspect. I began to unravel that she had been riding alone and asking them to, for her last 2 jobs going back 10 20 years. Then she confessed that she would go after work in our first year of marriage and did Date rape drugs with a single male at a bar. But of course, nothing happened she said. I also found out she had been smoking pot for 20 years without me know who she was smoking with. But it is all me. In my head. I was ready for the funny farm. She even had me to see the first shrink in my life trying to get me on drugs. I took the 2 times only realizing what was happening to me. You see it was all me. She has pretty well split from me emotionally and acting differently. During all this When I had done nothing but finding out my wife of 34 years was asking black men for rides alone in their or her car. With such overwhelming support of how abusive this is to a family.is my issues. Checking the internet I found out that 87% of all affairs start at work and That 80 percent of the Time Married Black men date Married white women at work. Resulting in 10s thousand marriages being violated yearly. Because of the lack of Work policies to restrict this with such overwhelming stats. That once you cheat it is 350 chance you will do it over and over again. But again it was all me. I had to remove all of my family from Facebook Friends. She also changed her computer so I could not see the location on maps shower strange places she has parked with this man. But it is me who has done without for 34 years in most things I would think were normal married relationships. I have decided to die. I can not and will not continue knowing I have been so betrayed. She admitted to Nothing. She has a million coincidences and not a single facts, I tell her. I have stopped tacking my heart and blood medicines. I take an aspirin and ranitidine for gert. She will let the father of her children Die instead of admitting to a single act of sex outside the marriage in all this. So be it let her explain it to our children.     The hardest part is she violated our deepest trust by telling 2 co-workers I was upset Blaming me in-cause I tried I do not know what. She also told our 2 children that I had been Rape and other things without my ok. Both thing against Her own personal Code as a 30-year social worker. Now I suspect the whole floor up on the seventh floor knows me. I have been betrayed in a way that has damaged my relationship with my son ho I am partnered up with to where I never see him. I am Ruined.  I am dead inside.

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A story of True Love Boundless in Glory


After I left the Army in 1973 I went back to Hollywood, Ca. Where I drifted back and for to Indy many times as much as 10 times a year. I studied and became a Scientology Natural Clear #15’275, I studied Reverend Moon and his unification church, I meet Charlie Manson 2 Times. I studies Holy Krishna and was luck to have lunch with his Holiness  A.C. BHAKTIVEDANTA I was tried to be recruited to run a Center in Hawaii for him.  tried for years to find any kind of Which craft ritual group. They were not there. I had already studied Philosophy Communications and Law at 4 Universities. Trying to fill a hole inside my heart 10 miles wide. I studied in Scientology and found out of all it was the most workable. After I went totally exterior from my body a few days after I meet Jesus The Christ on – well actually between Hollywood Blvd and Sunset strip on a side street at a stop light I realized I had no woman in my life and I was 26. So I did the only thing I new how to do I did a Scientology Conditions formula Backed up by Exchange by dynamics. The single most powerful do it yourself formula for success. I became a highly trained Ethic field officer for the World Famous Celebrity Center in L.A.                                                            Some how I new it was time to go home again. I had come up with a blue print for my Ideal Mate. Down to the size of her Bush. In Indianapolis My wonderful dad had a small aluminum siding company. I was trained to install and I was great in all manor. No drugs no Booze Very clean and know how to walk the walk of an outside salesman. So I did not have to be concerned with money no matter how poor I was when I arrived. I just had to Keep my eye open for “HER”. I had decided to Give up my acting and Music Carrier of hopes and possibilities for Her.                                                                                               My Wing man that summer was a guy that was a collage student that only could work the summer. He was a great guy. He tool me that he had run into a girl from I.U. that was very wild. She was also home on summer break. She was a Red head I can testify to it being natural. Although I did not have sex with her Rick did. We went skinny dipping 2 times. One day she total Rick that a girl friend from school was spending the week end there with her An We both should  come By. Well I was excited. This girl was a stone cold bi-sexual- not unusual in those day. An I figure that they were Going to be doing each other anyway so why not join in. We stopped by where her mom said she was watch her grand parents home. We had just come from a nasty siding job and I was black faced from dirt. They invited us back for dinner. We need to bring the wine. Hell yes. Well they was no Orgy But It was Her. Bush and All. I cared not if she had mooched on some carpet. The future some how was bright.  After that night she said I had to wait for her to start the pill and then we could fuck. She said That I was her second man. She loved that i went down on her because her old boy friend would not but required that she sucked his big dick for long periods of time till her mouth hurt. I never in 38 yer would get that treatment. She was my dream boat. #8 years later I fined out That she has not be truthful with me about a lot of her history as some became unravel in the last few months only. My life and mind would never be the same. Only if I get a full confession can we possible go on. She has a habit of asking Black male coworker to ride along with them to do who knows what. She smoked pot for 20 year with men I never knew about and did other drug. She accidentally got me thinking after all this time There have been stuff she has denied I know as fact. I have take over 15 quizzes on the internet to my amazement shows there is a .62 chance she cheats and has for years. When confronted she went violent for the first time in our history and said I the father of our 2 wonderful children was now a spy because I ask her about a single email. If I do not get full disclosure The my life has been a total lie and I shall take this full bottle of hydro code i never used 3 years ago and hope it is strong enough to do the job. If so I want no showing only a fast cremation and dump the ashes in the ally. What else could I possible live for. It Is “I”.

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My 9 lives. & other stops in-between.


Just before I was born I had a visitor That Told me it was time to come to you. I was again meet at the Gate to Here and the now and given final advises. As I was being given this advise another soul shot past me into the Birth channel I instantly followed it. There were 3 of us that came down at the same time. Yet I would be born as an Identical twin. Never knowing where the 3rd soul went. I was born into the lowest level of life at The Crossroads of America to a teenage mom Named Mary. I was her 7TH child and 4th son. I would have 3 more siblings after me. Total 7 boys and 3 girls. My dad was a carpenter named Virgil. within 24 hours of arrival, the world would shatter around me. My Identical Twin was born with TTTS (Twin-to-twin transfusion syndrome (TTTS), also known as feto-fetal transfusion syndrome (FFTS) and twin oligohydramnios-polyhydramnios sequence (TOPS) is a complication of disproportionate blood supply, resulting in high morbidity and mortality.) While he totally disappeared for 6 to 8 months, I moved forward. 1. I had my first Massive Trama when I was Held down teased and Cut to bleed. I had been circumcised. 2. While still a baby unable to roll over yet I was molested by a cousin helping my mom out. His Name was Buddy Huddleston. I was gaged. There were other babies on the bed when he did this to me. 3. After a few years of growth, I would be paired up with my twin where we ended up at an uncles house on dad side the family. Another male teen cousin (a register child rapist today) would do massages that included playing with him and US. This happened almost daily for several months Until my twin showed his dick to the girls that lived next store. 4. Going back to moms we would begin to go to 21 Grade schools some more than once. We moved over 100 times. On one move I was not in school as of yet, I left the yard for an adventure into the ally. I soon discovered to my amassment a pile of Mail unopened by a burning trash barrel. I picked the stack up and started to leave when a Teen grabbed me and said I was going to be held for the police. For stealing mail. He took me inside his house Into a room with 2 twin beds side by side. I was forced to do him. I had tasted cum for the first time before I was 5 years old. Some got on my shirt. I rushed home as fast as I could to tell my mom that the Police were after me. I hid under a bed. I had to tell my mom what had happened. She then called the police. I was under the bed when I heard a knock at the door. she opened it and It was a uniformed policeman. I almost passed out with fright. Somehow she saved me from being arrested. That’s 4.  2. Part 5. My dad married the horrifically frightful woman named Larry Blankenship. A German Jew. She would beat us with switches and The old fashion style raiser strap. Her backhand was one to watch out for because you never saw it coming. She would deliver this blow with her full force almost knocking you senseless. She would hold us down and pour Tirbinetine directly into our assholes for bedwetting that only started, and would happen after and only when we moved in with her. This went on for years. We Would be put on public display washing our pissy sheets in an old scrub tub in the backyard always to the onlook of other kids and parents. We had lived over in the Fletcher park area when I controlled several tornadoes that were descending on me across South street, Virginia Ave, and East street when we lived in the House of Turpentine.  It was April 11, 1965, Palm Sunday It would be the first Time I summoned the almighty to my presences. I was furious about the stepmom. 5. When we moved with her at 1401 Charles Street is where we lived when they were married after living together for 2-3 years with us because of a court agreement on my mom and dads divorce. On the first Saturday or Sunday, my twin and I were Playing kick the can down the street. Our Evil stepmom had warned us about not to leave our side of the street. We could not cross a street.  As thing would be we kicked the can down the street to where there was a Most beautiful sight: Sacred Heart Catholic Church. I had never seen such a sight. Suddenly out of Know where 2 GOD like men in Colorful rodes and A hats came somehow suddenly out of the church. They said ” I.Q. instead of making all this noise so early in the morning, maybe we would like to go Bowling. I had never bowled before. I had melted at there sight because of the Tornados Incident at our last house of turpentine. When I took off my shoes I had on wholely soaks. The priest said that we could not Bowl with our Tennis shoes on. Upon seeing my socks He came over to help me with bowling and Said that besides being a Catholic priest, that he was a Medical doctor. An asked if had been looked over lately. He took off all my clothes and played with my dick and balls. He turned me over, Next thing I knew he was behind me putting something into my asshole. My twin had been Classicly separated from me during this Rape. I did not see what happened to this little boy that had no possibilities from TTTC to survive now being Raped Like me, Ws again I the one to cause his pain?… 6. Paperboy years. After 7 or so trips to the children’s Home we ended up on the west side where I became a paperboy to escapes my stepmom and be independent. Then we would move once again after our last trip to the Guardians home where we turned 12. We moved across town to Cottage courts. I became a paperboy. Within a short time ( I was a star carrier require 5: am wake up for a 12-year-old). I was in the paper office to pay my bill very early that first week to pay my paper bill. That way I would know how much money I had for me. There was only a single desk in this office at the very back by a back door and maybe benches along the sides. I sat down with my new paper manager for the first time or so. Before he took my payment he opened up a lower draw revealing a drawer full of Rolled coins and said he needed to get something out of his car. Leaving the draw open. I sat alone with a drawer full of cash. I took a single roll of quarters. I never stole only to survive. Then it would only be food. Why I did this I do not Know. But that single roll of quarters was the largest fork in my young life’s road. He left by the front door only to Instantly exploded through the back door. Yelling out; I was going to Jail. The paper The Indianapolis Star would have me convicted. Again with the police thing. I did not want to go to jail. He said I could suck his dick or go to jail. He had a large cock 7″ plus with warts on the side of it. After a week I was back and he played the same game. This time I took 2 rolls of the quarters. This would establish my future fee for sex for 6 years. Things were different this time, Then we had an audience. That grew the next week. I would find out who one of these men were when I got my driver license 3 years later. He was on the school board and would soon become mayor. Look up whose car I would pass my drivers test in at 15 and 1/2. 8. Ohio Theather on Ohio street downtown. We could only afford the ticket price it was the only movie theatre open on Sunday afternoon. Our Dad took us there. So Lon goes to the restroom and comes back with a big drink and large popcorn. I said, how did you get that? He said to go to the restroom and a man will give you money to see your dick were 13ish. I did and came back with my stuff. That turned into a 2-year business along with being on the street around the circle and YMCA, Main library restroom and of course the bus station. I always had money in my pocket. No more rolls of quarters. I meet one of many Uncles like Dudley a school teacher at Tech High School a future John himself that lived on the woodruff Place west drive and Michigan street. 8. Next one I was played with one afternoon in the downstairs bathroom @ Garfield park @ about 12. Then the biggy. After the constant rapes @ the paper house, 9. I got my first real job at the new Hilton down Town. I was friends with the sue chief. I worked at the top at the Beef Barren, I met James Gardner there we shared the phone both together. I ask my girl Friend Vickie J. if she recognized his voice. On the day I went to get My first real earned paycheck, No more paperboy and change I hitched a ride home east on Washington street where I was picked up by a Young Very clean Blackman in a New car. After a block or two, he said he had some pot and needed to get rid of it. An asked if I would get rid of it for him. I was stunned I had smoked only once and tripped on LSD-25 2 times, so I said yes. He said it was in his room at the hotel on our way. It was behind the white castle on east Washington and Oriental street. He stopped and went into his room. You pulled your car right up to your door at this place, I went through his glove box while he went inside. A normal procedure for me. He came out and asked me to come to him at the door for a second. I was power lifted up by one hand on my throat.  I was pulled into his room. He did everything to me. I had to beg for lube before he forces his massive black cock into my ass. I total complied with his demands and lived. I instantly called the sheriff and told him what happened. Made a complete police report and gave him the weed. a couple days later the Blackman meets me at my bus stop and said he was going to have fun Carving up my family with his knife. I called the sheriff. He said Even though I was underage he Had the right to know his accuser. Now my family would die or I had to drop the charges I was making. I drop the charge and I ran away at 15 to 5 weeks in the summer of 69 to Hollywood. At 18 one of my johns that was helping me with my child porn complaints was murdered along with 2 others on North Lassle street. Three murders never solved. I ran again this time into The US Army for 2 years. By the time I went into the Army I would have sex with 4500 different men and some woman. From 25 or so priest and all kinds of clergy police officers IRS agent and FBI encounters Politician and scientist and others peoples Dads. In the Army, I hit pay dirt with the woman having over 1,000 girls in Korea. Averaging 2 1/2 per day. Totally out to about 7,000 different people. There are 2. I can not recall at this time.

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Soon I will be Dead. I want you to know this.


Underwear Model.Catholic Church.                      When I was born there were 3 of us that can down from heaven that morning. I watched a Lonnie Darrel Harris came down first. I was to follow but at the last moment a Messenger from a Higher source called me off the Induction line for a last second explanation from The almighty. During these few movement I was a Second soul I did not know following Lonnie.  I did not ask this being who had cut into the line and was his advise a simple distraction to me?  Lonnie and I, Donnie where born august 1, 1953 in Indianapolis @ 6 :30 AM sharp / 6.33. we were 3 minutes apart. We were born with  had been born twins 8 other times. This last time would finish up or twin Karma, and now at the last instant an unknown cut into our line. I shot down the shut so fast I slammed into the Birth cycle itself. Only to Find Lonnie and the other Soul.  A three way battle begain. Soon I was alone. I became En-Turbulented. We were born with T to T to T syndrome. Lonnie was not to make it but did due completely to the medical staff of the day at the General Hospital in Indy. A saint a Black woman stepped for for his life saving transfussion. Neede to live threw the day. It would take 6 to eight months to rejoin Lonnie never to Know what had happened to the Hijacker. I now recall where I cast him to. I will go get him after tis body dies. After birth I find myself in grandest of Grief and tremendous loss. Until I was reunited with him only to become moving sexual targets till now. Lonnie has never heard this story.  Once again @ 8 or so we moved again to west Indianapolis where Lonnie and I were assaulted by a Farmer and his 2 Kids who where on horse back. They would chase us with there horse until they ran us in to a creek Where I fell threw the Ice. It would be my Hero Lonnie that pulled me out that morning. We went Home frozen to a no caring home.   I could no longer take it. I called God onto The Carpet.  Three things Happened. First Giant locusts Descend down n me from Heaven They were 10 to 12 Inches long and Fat like a hot dog. They descended on me in the back Yard I fought them off alone that morning in the Back Yard. Second a swarm of bee big one began to attack me Only to change at the last moment and attack a young girl child in the yard next store at the fence line watching me in the Tall grass in our back yard. I could not find a single killed locust in the grass. She would be taken by ambulance to the Hospital with 67 or so bee stings. I had run into a small shed at the rear of the Property only to have The king bee Fly threw the solid door to within inches of My face. At 8 I had know choice but to get into communication with him. I conversed with him, telling him  I was the Good guy. They almost Killed the little girl next store instead of me.  Man This God was a Ruff one on this Planet. It nature I was up against. Lonnie would be Evaluated for a week or 2 by a Dr. of the head to determine why he pee’d in bed.  We then Moved to  This is at Collage Ave, Fletcher street and East street. It was here where I discovered  at  11 That there was a Being being a Group of Tornadoes That had descended from the west up East street causing me to turn and Run for My life only to decide it would be better to turn and confront Them/him. It was Palm Sunday, 1965. I was somehow out in the streets at 5 AM a small child Directing the weather. I ran Home. Know one ever knew. Soon after this time we Ended up at The Sacred Heart Catholic Church area off south Meridian Street Where the 2 of us were Raped by Gods Men, The priest there.  From there we went west again to An amassing area At Belmont and Miller  street. I was molested by my own brother Bobby at that time. His has passed now and was fully forgiven.. He was my rock anyway.  I decide it was time to go back to church once again after my first experience with church at 4 or so. I was now eleven and became a paperboy to escaped the Evil step mom. My dad a local musician was gone all the time leaving us with this monster.                                                                                                                  I regress,    I First Learned about This Planet and its God I was 4 or 5. One Sunday morning a shiny new car arrived at our house just west of the 10 street humming bridge going over White River past the General Hospital where we were Born. Just as we started to cross this Bridge a Humming vibration Caused That god to become completely exposed to me. he did not seem That bad. Somehow a Black family had picked me up in their lovely car and cared enough to take me to what was to be known as god’s house. This was all explained to me in the back set as I looked God directly in the Eye as we crossed the bridge. They did not notice this. The church was just north of the hospital and east a few blocks. Reverend Harrison church I think… On the trip home from This trip as we came back to the humming bridge the Black-man told me about the devil. Of who I had never heard of. The humming going back was a different pitch from the other God’s sound in a way. As he talked the River turned red and Dance into a sprouting Fountain of Blood Red as This Being made himself known to Me. We did this eye ball to eye ball thing. They did not seem to notice.                                                                                                                                                                   Now 6 or so years later I summed up the backbone to go back into a christian church. After a few Sunday session I exploded in activity that is with me every single day sense. The pastor had 2 daughter my age. Beautifully dress in beautiful new Dresses ever Sunday. Yet all he did was beg for money. I never had a penny, I had yet to start being a paperboy. We would be asked to go to a kids room for our church lessen in the lower floor. I was so Embarrassed That I would take a few coins out of a can that was being passed for a kid collection an violently threw them back into the can. But Then it happened. This man Told some story That God once he shut the door on you you were locked out of heaven for eternity. As comely as I could I got up and went to the bathroom. I was wasting my time then because the door must be shut on me. I went into the lower floor bathroom and climb out a very small window there. I did not want anyone to see this sinner.  As soon as I stepped out side I exploded with a rage so fierce of All this life had brought to me-too us so far. I again called God out onto the carpet. Instead I watched in assessment as the sky turned colors  and when the sky was Red I heard the trumpets and became instantly enlightened. Three beings on horse appear in the southwestern sky.  To this day I have never read the bible or Koran. Yet I have mastered 9 philosophies. Meeting many dead people and saints and God like beings all here for the big show about to begin;finally. The horses could see in all directions at once. There teeth were of note. As if they could chew threw anything. The gods each here dressed differently. as the 3 converged over my head off in a distance up to the right of me anout 400 feet away. Moving in my direction. I once again total them to stop as I did the Tornadoes. We had a long talk that was over in seconds When It was determined it was not yet the time for the 4th Horseman to arrive. He was somewhere in the distance behind me as I confronted them. Was it “I”.  He seemed to calm the other three as if he was in charge. He rode a white horse. I did not see this last horse. He was behind me. The agreement was decided upon. I was to get 3 wishes to make thing right. Just like aladdin and his lamp.  I turned and walked a block home after a release of universal rage that was within myself. I pondered my new abilities. I decided to see If I had finally gone nuts. I test out my skills. I wish to be just like Superman. wish 1. I would fly in the air over trees and down the street. It was scary because you still had to know how to fly. I ran like superman down Miller street at night sometimes. I would leap a single block in only 2 or 3 steps. I never have used the 3rd wish. I keep it as the last of the last hope for me, for mankind. Then something happened when I made my second wish. I asked to meet Jesus and his Mother Mary. My own mothers name. She would have me as her last child as a teenager. I was her 7th child before she was 20. Her 4th son. I would be 1 of 10 children.                   On one Saturday my evil step mom forced me to take the longest way to a store to buy meat one Saturday morning. This was soon after meeting 3 horseman in the sky and given the 3 wishes. When I reach Kentucky ave and Miller street I was passionately crying and a real mess when a Lady pulled her car over off this highway (67), Kentucky avenue. Just past Eli Lilly Plant, to help me. She offered me a ride, in her car to the meat market.  Wiping away the tears in my eyes I realized there were planets in orbit in her car. Thousands of other thing that were alive. I realized I was in the car with Mother Mary.  I somehow was once again transformed. She dropped me off at the meat store. I  did not compledenplate the second part of the second wish  until I was 23 or so On the street of Hollywood Ca. When I meet Jesus on a corner where we disused ethic and abilities of everyone one night  early in the morning. Now at 66 and a billion or 2 experiences of everything imaginable that man has put me/us threw I am ready to give up once again as I discover Unbelievable Personal betrayal going backwards for years and years.  I have stopped all medicine for my heart blood and body. I now experience the deeps of Sadness and loneliness and betrayal we all must go threw.  Shall I take the 3rd wish back to heaven with me? Or shall I use it to save mankind? I will I have to decide each and every single individual is to stay alive after the die. It Is “I”.Image%25252520%2525252845%25252529.jpg

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My 9 Lives. And stops In between.


My 9 Lives. And stops In between.

donnie harold harris

donnie harold harris

Just before I was born I had a visitor That Told me it was time to come to you. I was again meet at the Gate to Here and now. There were 3 of us that came down at the same time. Yet I would be born as an Identical twin. Never know where the 3rd soul went. I was born into the lowest level of life at The Crossroads of America to a teenage mom Named Mary. I was her 7TH child and 4th sun. I would have 3 more siblings after me. My dad was a carpenter named Virgil. within 24 hours of arrival, the world would shatter around me. My Identical Twin was born with TTTS (Twin-to-twin transfusion syndrome (TTTS), also known as feto-fetal transfusion syndrome (FFTS) and twin oligohydramnios-polyhydramnios sequence (TOPS) is a complication of disproportionate blood supply, resulting in high morbidity and mortality.) While he totally disappeared for 6 to 8 months, I moved forward. I had my first Massive Trama when I was Held down teased and Cut to bleed. 1. I had been circumcised. 2. While still a baby unable to roll over yet I was molested by a cousin helping out. His Name was Buddy Huddleston. I was gaged. “Nut case phycology says it does not matter at this age. Then I was All child molestation under the Age THREE is being falsely persecuted by Law.” 3. After a few years of growth, I would be paired up with my twin where we ended up at an uncles house on dad side of the family. Another male teen cousin ( a register child rapist today) would do massages that included playing with him and US. This happened almost daily for several months. Until my twin showed his dick to the girls that lived next store. Were we in the 1 and second grade. Going back to moms we would begin to go to 21 Grade schools some more than once. We moved over 100 times. 4.On one move I was not in school as of yet I left the yard for the adventure into the ally. I soon discovered to my amassment a pile of Mail unopened by a burning trash barrel. I picked the stack up and started to look at it leave when a Teen grabbed me and said I was going to be held for the police. He took me inside his house Into a room with 2 twin beds side by side on the back of a house I had to walk down a hill into his house. I was forced to do him. I had tasted cum for the first time before I was 5 years old. Some got on my shirt. I rushed home as fast as I could to tell my mom that the Police were after me. I hide under a bed. I had to tell my mom what had happened. She then called the police. I was under the bed when I heard a knock at the door. She opened it and It was a uniformed policeman. I almost passed out with fright. Somehow she saved me from being arrested. Part 5. My dad married the horrifically frightful woman maned Larry Blankenship. A German JEW. She would beat us with switches and The old fashion style raiser strap. She would hold us down in the morning and pour turpentine directly into our ass holes for bed wetting. (later on, we would do the same to kittens as we threw them against a wall down on the train tracks where Anthem Insurance now is.) Serial Killer hot point. Larry (Stepmom)would hold us down and pour Turpinetine directly into our assholes for bedwetting that started when we moved in with her. Just down the street from a Temple of Devils, A Catholic Church called Scarlet Heart, for christ sake. There is a whole story on her alone. This went on for years. We Would be put on public display washing our pissy sheets in an old scrub tub in the backyard always to the onlook of other kids and parents. We had lived over in the Fletcher park area when I controlled several tornadoes that were descending on me across South street, Virginia Ave, and East street. A couple of blocks away from the kitten place. It was April 11, 1965, Palm Sunday It would be the first Time I summoned the almighty to my presences. I was furious about the stepmom. When we moved with her at 1401 Charles Street is where we lived when they were married after living together for 2-3 years with us. 6. On the first Saturday or Sunday, my twin and I would Play kick the can down the street. Our Evil stepmom had warned us about not to leave our side of the street. As thing would be we kicked the can down the street to where there was a Most beautiful sight: Sacred Heart Catholic Church. Suddenly out of Know Where 2 GOD like men in Colorful rodes and hats came somehow out of the side of the Church. I had a God moment and was certain They had come to take us back home to Heaven. They said ” I.Q. instead of making all this noise so early in the morning, maybe we would like to go Bowling. I had never bowled.I had melted at there sight because of the Tornados Incident. We were told you could not bowl in shoes but soaks were ok. When I took off my shoes I had on wholely soaks. The priest said that we could not Bowl with our Teeny shoes on. He came over to help me with bowling and Said that besides being a Catholic priest, that he was a Medical doctor. An asked if had been looked over lately. Next thing I knew he was behind me putting something into my asshole. My twin had been Classicly separated from me during this Rape. I did not see what happened to this little boy that had no possibilities to survive just 11 years earlier now being Raped Like me… I felt I was to blame. Even though he was my big brother. 7.Paperboy years. After 7 or so trips to the children’s Home we ended up on the west side where I became a paperboy to escapes my stepmom and be independent. I was asked if I would like to have sex with a customer’s girlfriends daughter. I was 11 she was 9 or 10. I said yes and went too there home 2 blocks away. I meet her and a little boy and her daughter. After some small talk, I left. Too weird for me. 8. We moved across town to Cottage courts. I became a paperboy again. Within a short time ( i was a star carrier require 5: am wake up for a 12-year-old). I was in the paper office to pay my bill. at 6 am. There was only a single desk in this office and maybe benches. I sat down with my new paper manager for the first time or so. Before he took my payment he opened up a lower draw revealing a drawer full of Rolled coins and said he needed to get something out of his car. I sat alone with a drawer full of cash. I had shoes that had cardboard in the soles to help me not hurt my feet. I took a single roll of quarters. I never stole only to survive an eat. He left by the front door only to Instantly exploded through the back door. I was going to Jail he shouted. The paper Indianapolis Star would have me convicted. Again with the police thing. I did not want to go to jail. He said I could suck his dick or go to jail. He had a large cock with warts on the side of it. After a week I was back and he played the same game. This time I took 2 rolls of the quarters. Then we had an audience. That grew to 3 the next week. I would find out who one of these men were when I got my driver license 2 years later. He was on the school board and would soon become mayor. I would meet with him later as a child prostitute. Look up whose car I would pass my drivers test in. Dudly a school teacher at Tech High school. 9.I was playing with one afternoon in the downstairs bathroom @ Garfield park @ about 12. 10. Then the biggy. After the constant rapes @ the paper house, I got my first real job at the new Hilton down Town. I was friends with the Sue chef. I worked at the top at the Beef Barren, I met James Gardner there. We shared the phone both together. I was allowed to see his wonderful smile as he winked at me. I ask my girl Friend Vickie J. if she recognized his voice, as I held the phone so she could hear. On the day I went to get My first real earned paycheck, I hiked home east on Washington street where I was picked up by a Young Very clean Blackman in a New car. After a block or two, he said he had some pot and needed to get rid of it. An asked if I would get rid of it for him. I was stunned I had smoked pot only once and tripped on LSD-25 two times @ 15, so I said yes. He said it was in his room at the hotel on our way. It was behind the white castle on east Washington and Oriental street. He stopped and went into his room. You pulled your car right up to your door at this place, I went through his glove box while he went inside. A normal procedure for me. I found a car rental agreement and shove it into my pocket. He came out and asked me to come to him at the door for a second. He then power lifted me up by one hand on my throat. He did everything to me. I had to beg for lube before he forces his massive black cock into my ass. I total complied with his demands and lived. I instantly called the sheriff and told him what happened. Made a complete police report and gave him the weed. a couple days later he meets me at my bus stop and said he was going to have fun Carving up my family with his knife. I called the sheriff. He said Even though I was underage he Had the right to know his accuser. Now my family would die or I had to drop the charges I was making. I ran away at 15 to “5 weeks in the summer of 69” to Hollywood. I arrived with my twin in tow with .53 each in our pockets on a Lonely Friday evening at the Greyhound station. Five weeks later I headed back to Indy to start 10 grade with $7000.00 in my pocket. I would turn down sex with Rock Hudson TWO times as a bully muscleman was yelling at me to stop. He had been trying to get me to make a GAY porn Movies. I had already stared in a film in Indy @ 13 for a Convicted Pedifile Bob Shots.That made a film and playing cards of xxx sex sense, Of which I did not give my OK. We would have lots of Pictures taken of us at these times without consent, while I had another God Vision when A angel on a horse blew a trumpet at me and advised me to not do what another was trying to do to me. He said that maybe I would grow up to be President some day. I was floored and ran away. By 18 I would have sex with 30 or so Catholic Priest- TV stars Academy award-winning Set designer for BEN HUR. Police officers Mayors. State representatives. You learn fast to read license plates to survive. School teachers. Some clients would do stuff with there own kids in the house. About 4500 individuals. Some were husbands and wifes. There is an Eleventh place of great concern: Happy holy Camp In Indiana. In 1965 our 4th year there There were 2 Brothers that were black men. They were very cruel Stoney was one of the there names. It Is “I”.

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Signs You’re Having an Emotional Affair – How to Identify Emotional Cheating


Signs You’re Having an Emotional Affair – How to Identify Emotional Cheating

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After surveying over 3,000 women, the results show that of the women out there who cheat on their partner or spouse, it’s a coworker who causes them to succumb to temptation that very first time. What’s more, nearly 30 percent report that they were unexpectedly inspired to cheat by a collegue or their boss in the first place (i.e. they developed some kind of work crush that got out of hand and weren’t necessarly seeking out an affiar).

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Why Women Cheat


insanitybytes22's avatarSee, there's this thing called biology...

shoephoneI snagged this from John Branyan, “Who to Blame When Your Spouse Cheats,” as well as the accompanying CNN article he references. I agree with his take on things, I appreciate his commentary, but I feel the urge to elaborate on the whole thing some more and to lament the decline of Western civilization.

So contrary to the CNN article the “changing reasons why women cheat,” and the books referenced, there really are no “changing reasons.” We cheat because we’re sinners. We cheat because we’re chasing shiny objects on the ground. We cheat because we’re defying God’s design, going our own way, and not trusting in Him.  The answer to why we cheat is, because sin.

There is some cultural, social-sexual stuff going on however, contributing factors making everything worse. A couple of things really jumped out at me in this article, the egalitarian nature of modern relationships and…

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